hELP!!s0 freaking excited ni..ishh..aiks..dnu say excited ha0 0r sked ha0..tmr jau sketch perf. larhh..sum0re im de actress ni..ishh..s0 sked..i reli dun n0e hw t0 act lerhh..sure s0 freaking l0ts madams n 0thers ppl de arh..teachers as0 cum c..aiks..s0 STRESS!!!i reli hav tat feel tat im g0ing t0 d0 sumthink wr0ng dere...i skd tat i f0rg0tten my dial0g man!ehhmm..aiya..dun k larhh..f0rget jau f0rget larhh..nid g0 skul bf0r 6 w0rhh..sei m0u..early in the m0rnin wake up jus f0r the enr0lment arhh..she cum tmr..SHIT!dnu hw act l0rhh..everythin sure f0rget...reli hup she n0t cumin lerhh..and its imp0ssible larhhh..anyways jus wish me g00d luck here barhh.haha;)

PEOPLE!why u all kip sayin tat i lik tat tb??i reli dun l0ve her at al larhh.please!her business is n0t related t0 me..she is she n me is me..tats all..I RELI DUN LIKE HER AT ALL..i jus wan make tis pr0blem CLEAR!! n she g0t gf adi larhhh..n i din g0 there* is becx sum certain reas0n but abs0lutely n0t becx she din g0 s0 i dun g0...s0 she is n0t mine n IM NOT HERS!!so i h0pe u all dun say it gain larhh.please..thanks=)

tat freakin merentasi desa day was reli 50 50 happi..it was s0 tiring after the walk..me n karyan was tired and finding f0r water at th0se stati0ns there..ehh..karyan, i have a things nid t0 tel u which is PLEASE NEXT TIME IF U J0IN TAT WALK AGAIN..PLEASE WALK FASTER!!!me n angel jiejie waitin f0r u s0 damn l0ng ler..all the f0rm 2 sudah pun pergi.included half 0f the f0rm 1..mana u pegy?at the behind..ishh..haha..anyways it reli fun with my fren n u al..haha..after tat walk me n myfren jus walk in t0 the hall n have a rest..my legs was lik killing me....s0 damn pain..den. i had a st0machache..s0 quickly g0 buy f00d there..hahas..den wen every0ne g0nna bek fr0m skul which i was jus bek fr0m parade..haha..i saw her ..she was 0utside my skul waitin sum0ne..haha..but she din t0k t0 me as0...even 0nce..

wad shuld i do??y her fren suddenly ask me tat questi0n?i reli dnu wad t0 answer them tat time..im so sked.i reli reli regret f0r wad i did last time.i sh0uldnt write it..im s0 w0rry tat she mayb p0ssible n0e ab0ut tat as her fren cum n ask me ..i dun n0e wad happen..she lik trying t0 keep stay away fr0m me M0RE den she did past few weeks.i w0rry tat she knew b0ut tat..wherever im she wil jus g0 away..everythink cum in sudden..las time,v s0 cl0se jus lik a cl0se fren.but n0w she din even talk t0 me..sumtimes i reli dnu wad she is thinkin.i try t0 dun think b0ut it anym0re.but everytime i saw her i jus cnt..wad she n0e n wad she wan t0 d0 actualy??is she keep me as her fren anym0re??the time she t0k t0 me after a year wen i was c0uple wit 0ther!!.is tat bcx im the 0ther's gf..s0 she TERPAKSA t0k t0 me ??0r she reli wan t0k t0 me??wad i wan is jus an EXPLANATION fr0m her..mayb jus tel me wad u wan..u wan me bcum a stranger act lik i dnu u?0r im ur fren?wad kind 0f pers0n u treat me as??jus let me n0e wads shuld i d0..jus tel me wad u wan..a fren 0r a stranger?please dun always ch0i me n dun ch0i me sumtime..LET me n0e ..

the last day 0f sch00l..

today the last day 0f sch00l bfur h0ls + the las day g0in t0 electi0n day....aiks..t0m0l0 mus wake up early lu..sure blur blur 0ne cause til nw i stil haven sleep..haha..s0 late as0 n0t yet sleep is bcx im accompanying my c0mp..XD!.early reli nt many ppl 0n9 ge..at midnite jau many l0rhh..y ar??th0se guys cnt slip ke??haha.kidding~..hmm..dnu wad say pulaa..t0day quite happi geh!!haha..hehe..muahahahaha~s0r!..hees=)

unhappy=(

today just as usual...but is jus my feeling..im so upset!.the whole nite i cnt even hav a nice sleep..dnu y l0rhhh.wh0le nie my brain is ful 0f ***...dnu y..reali..mayb u wil said is n0t worthy fur me t0 d0 lik dat...but i cnt even c0ntr0l myself..i kept thinkin***....even al my dreams tat nite long is jus***.i did f0rce maself t0 sleep but failed..early in the m0rning i wake up..saw my big,black panda eyes n all *** msg in my inb0x..aikx..bt my heart is s0 damn misshhh ***..n i missed my sch00l..but i kept tellin maself dat is imp0ssible t0 b with ***..i n0e is nt even w0rthy..n i shuld n0t lik ***...Eriday in sch00l..my frens keep tellin me tat dun think b0ut *** anim0re..but i always mishhh ***.i n0e they wan me t0 realise tat is n0t 0nli *** in this w0rld....mayb i shuld reli reli gim up *** n try to b fren with ***...but say is s0 easy..h0w if reli acti0n??..the 1st tings i shuld d0 is mayb jus dlt al *** messages..mayb tat make me feel better..but i reli 'ng se de'...=(

wa..terrific time at CONVENT FIESTA

hmm..i reli enj0y myself dere..s0 much fun i hv dere..wiv fren..wiv de 0ne i wan wiv...but tat m0rnin wen wake up reli s0 blur..feel lk n0t g0in dere..haha.finally i went...i enj0y the haunted h0use much..actuali is jz n0t as scary as i thin..v scream lk sum0ne g0nna murder us all..s0 fun...n u n0e wad..i saw th0se ppl hu act gh0sts chit chat wiv 0thers ppl..muahahaha..i th0ught gh0sts shuld scare the visit0rs..haha..tats y is n0t even scaryyy!..i met l0t frens dere..summ0re th0se such a l0ng time n0 c frens..happi yerrr..nyway..l00vee the FIESTA!!aaaaaaa

as usual..

juz as usual//sch00l day..haix..wake up early in de m0rnin fur sketch prc in sch00l..at las end up wiv ntg..walkin ar0und sch00l c0mp0und wiv her while all my frens went t0 parade + playin pian0 + hearin s0me s0ngs + enj0yin th0se brekdance dere.~BLUR~wh0le m0rnin fill wiv b0red..lata 0n. many n many ppl cum sch00l..hmm..again walkin ar0und.chitchatin.summ0re watchin th0se*h0tsh0e* at v0lleybal c0urt..then siitin lik a s0rp0h in de hall..-pUhleashh..den start de half day study in class..bek fr0m sch00l..tired lik hackk..jus sitting 0n the s0fa watchin m0vie..g0 fur bath n havin dinner at homm..misshhhh him s0s0s0s0s0 muchhhh..!!!=sure l0t ppl g0 fur de c0nvent fiesta...waitin fur tat dayy..keke=]

the 2nd: nerv0us FEELING..

damn nerv0us de..cheer cheer is cumin ar0und my side jz a few few h0urs m0re..ishh.nid prepar tat nid prepar tis..aiy0.mai fan d0u sei..sei l0l..sked lata c0mp tat time blur-ing timm.hmmm..muz slap my self quite a few times sin..XD.but sure many ppl cum de..sgt pressure ni..hup de 0ne din cum ler..i DO NOT wish her to cum..aniway.i but quite happi de..can c n chit chatin wiv frens..takin picha n so much m0re in stadium..ish~nid wak up early n g0 fur prc early in de m0rnin...I CAN SEE the one i sgt sgt teringin c de ppl..hees..even i saw her everyday bt jz few mins jek..aikzzz..aiy0..st0p here lerrr..slippy j0rr.muahkwww..aikz..nite!

WEEHEES!!!!!

weee!the m0st happi day of my lyfe..u n0e y??cx de 0ne im waitin fur him t0 jz at least t0k wiv me had reli reli d0ne tis..bsides tat..he reli reli t0k wiv me wiv laughter n j0ys..i reli havin fun t0kin t0 him..happi cx he n0w adi becum my fren..n0 m0re enemy--WEEHEE!im waitin fur him t0 at least din fight wen t0k wiv me n my dreams cum true..n PLUS+++ he even s0 chu d0ng t0 t0k wiv me..hahahaa..=) quite happi de..MY FREN MY FREN..thx fur tat..

the day for ending!!

10/2...wad i hv done??the nite which everythin end..my feelings was jz *BLUR*...walkin around acting ntgg..errrr.i hv n0 idea wad happen t0 me..jz feel s0rrii..TATS ALL!!!!.isshhh..blur case here..tat nite.i kept s al my frens to hv sum.jz sum.0pini0n f0r the thinn i d0ne..BUT.i reli reli s0lii..i shuldnt d0ne tat t0 uu..i shuldnt even started it v uu..s0 tat u w0uldnt hurtt..S0WIE.i noe even thousand of sorri aso useless..but i reli SORRY...jz don wait for me...go find otherss.dere are much m0re beta 0utsides..believe mee.u muz tk urselff.v stil frens rite??i reli happi to b v u such a long timeee N I ENJOy every m0ment.reli-.ermm..[[OURS MEMORIES]]XDD=)

ILOVEU ALWAYS (N) IMISSU TOO=